Uni life

OK
it's about my ucti life
a whole new chapter of my life journal?
i don't know how to say

the first few days of the school
is orientation for new student
the orientation lasts 4days

1st day 9:15 morning i'm practicing for my driving test so i'm absent
2nd day i attended it 12noon and feel terribly sleepy
[the lecturer's voice had an almost hypnotic effect = =]

3rd day is today
well
i feel like screaming out loud
damn it
the ice breaking section
i saw my teammate spoke fluent english
make me realise my english is really broken= =

the ice breaking section
separate us into 6 group
choose out the leader and draw our title for
presents it out in any form
ya
presentation= =
awwww
i found it annoying
really
especially for someone like me
i use chinese chatting with friend for 19 years= =
the only time i spoke english is buying things likeMCD or talking to my eng teacher
the conversation only last A FEW MINUTES
but now
speaking eng is a pain in the neck><
as u seen
many grammar mistake in this blog
oh nice
speaking....
sorry i don't like my accent
my accent sounds funny really = =
i terribly scare no one can understands what i m saying
awwwwww

POOR command of english will be an impassable barrier to my progress i can never break down....
sob sob

god save me....

this new chapter make me feel tired
how to continue?!
well, it's the third day
i already want to give it up
but
who know
future is unknown

god bless me...

p.s.
i found out this in my fren's fb:
"L.E.C.T.U.R.E.S = Literally Effective in Causing The United Response of Everyone Sleeping."
lolx
suit for me exactly

that's all
good nite world
ohoh
a little bit more

I HATE MSIA'S NETWORK
KEEP DC AGAIN AND AGAIN
HMPH

lol
do u feel fainting now
[yes i m]
i want to sleep...
but i want to play too...
aw
better sleep now= =